can you handle re[aly]ty? :P

you don’t have to make a choice

there aren’t any options

all i ask for is your honesty

You’re a little obsessed with me
And I’m a little bit scared of you
The way you look and stare at me
Maybe it’s time I let you know

You could call me six times but still I won’t pick up the phone
You could spend all your money on me
but still I’ll say no
You could write a million letters everyday confessing to me
That I am the girl of your dreams
But nobody ever asked me
I never looked at you that way
‘Cause I always thought you were gay

Every time you come around
You just look me up and down
And then you try to hold my hand
I’m confused now I don’t understand

You told me lies
You made me believe
It would be fine
If there was nothing to see
I’d be undressing in front of you
I told you secrets that no one else knew

You could call me six times but still I won’t pick up the phone
You could spend all your money on me
but still I’ll say no
You could write a million letters everyday confessing to me
That I am the girl of your dreams
But nobody ever asked me
I never looked at you that way
‘Cause I always thought you were gay

hmm.. first day of second sem today. wasnt half bad… in fact, i was actually lookin forward to startin coll once again. yea, hols are great.. giving u loads of time to relax and just chill. but sometimes… u have absolutely NOTHING to do.. glad coll has started! great seein everyone again.. ms kimmy is fab! although i slept in her class today… (oops, sorry! i blame Italy and football!). math was fine and so was lit.

its july. and in abt 2 months.. i’ll be turning 17. yea yea, no big deal. but i’m havin a rather hard time deciding what i want as a pressie. kinda silly right? but oh-so-confusing!! HELPPP…!! its either

• a brand new handphone…( abt rm1500- rm2000 ) which honestly, i dont really need, since the one i’m using right now is prefectly fine.
• a laptop…( rm 3000- 5000 ) since i’ll be going overseas next yr, i might as well have all my work on one comp and it’ll be much easier to bring over then.
• a car… (rm 80000 ++, was thinkin myvi or jazz ) yeah i know. most ppl would choose this, but i havent even gotten my licence yet. why would i need a car.. and if i really want to drive, i can always take the merc or the camry out for a spin!
• and ooh.. my fav! a new bowling ball (a measly rm600 max, wouldnt the ‘rents be glad? ). yes,u ppl would probably be laughin now. like, why would she need yet ANOTHER bowling ball? u see, i think the one i’m using right now is dying… harhar. yes, DYING. it has lost its magic!

so yea, what do u think ppl? i need opinions…

Maybe we’re different, but we’re still the same
We all got the blood of Eden, running through our veins
I know sometimes it’s hard for you to see
You come between just who you are and who you wanna be

If you feel alone, and lost and need a friend
Remember every new beginning, is some beginning’s end

[Chorus]
Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far
Welcome, you gotta believe
That right here right now, you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be
Welcome, to wherever you are

When everybody’s in, and you’re left out
And you feel your drowning, in a shadow of a doubt
Everyones a miracle in their own way
Just listen to yourself, not what other people say

When it seems you’re lost, alone and feeling down
Remember everybody’s different
Just take a look around

[Chorus]

Be who you want to, be who you are
Everyones a hero, everyones a star

When you wanna give up, and your hearts about to break
Remember that you’re perfect, God makes no mistakes