can you handle re[aly]ty? :P

YEAP. People tend to take things TOO seriously sometimes. I admit, i am one of them. But yeah, sometimes u do have to just chill out. As in, not think too much and just live! Why be so complicated, why lead ppl on, whats up with all the ’sweet nothings’, whats with all the games.. cant people just be open,honest and straight forward anymore? Haha.. there i go again. Owh well.. whatever la.

Right now, things are starting to get better. I’m halfway through exams. Lit was O.K, maths was pretty easy, still have one more Lit paper and then Econs. After that, i’m off for 3 weeks! What to do during those weeks? Theres this trip to Penang with some friends, and another to Pangkor with another group. Was thinking of spending a week or so down south in Aussie with Ching, Cat and all.. and dad’s going to Amsterdam.. might be fun there too. What to dooooo??? =D heheh… suggestions anyone???

have you ever felt empty? alone in the world, even though you’re surrounded by tons of friends and a caring family? no one there that you REALLY can TRUST. when you thought that things were about to get better, they take a turn for the worst. and guess what.. they happen exactly at the worst times of all. i’m not going to go into details or name mentioning. but right now, things havent been as great as i hoped they would be. exams are just around the corner. and some other stuff.. well, just sucks.

excuse me for being ultra-emo at the moment. if i was a colour, i’d be.. hmmm… grey? or some icky sad colour… *sigh*.. wtv la. whats the point. its like 2005 all over again. f*ck the deja-vu!